Saturday, January 15, 2011

Profile of an Imperfect Human

I wrote this as the first assignment in my literary inquiry class. 
                                                                The Imperfect Human by
        Katie Marble
Here is the imperfect human                   functioning      barely 
        Waking up too late                             Hair messy  no care
              Can’t afford a car                           can’t afford a cappuccino  
               eats a donut                          drips on her shirt
                           picks her nose                       drags her pants in the mud
 late to work  hates her job              doesn’t try very hard
smoking break                                                      eat pizza
         fat                                                               lazy
             not sexy                                                                   no boyfriend
      sits at home                                                                      with her cat
           watches movies                                                                            dreams about love
will she ever find it?                                                                              She’s already 40
wants a house                                                                           and kids
             can’t have kids                                                                        can’t have a house
        sad  alone                                                                    no friends
                   why not?                                                                I’m funny right?
                Self doubt                                                               low self esteem
             Abused lied to                                                                        cheated laughed at
        Too big too old                                                                         too little too late
             Wasted life                                                                           wasted dreams
          Now she drinks                                                                           to escape the pain
        To push away her                                                                        hopes and dreams
   Sits and thinks about                                                                      the American life
The dog the husband                                                                   the job= success
     How come?                             Why?                          Why not?
           Me                            me                           me
                 God?                        Who?                         What for?
            Sit                          Cry                           Stop
Its not worth                            it                             to cry
         I’d rather                         die                         than live.


Do you feel sorry for this woman? Would you help her? Could you help her?  No. Do you feel better because you are in a better place than she? I bet you do. It is the nature of the imperfect human to draw from others failures, feeling more successful because of it. Bigger than the negative steps we take in our daily life, is the “sin” of putting others down in order to raise ourselves up. We see someone who is lonely and sad, and feel grateful for the friends that we have. We see someone homeless on the streets and celebrate, inside, for the money in our pockets. This hypocrisy is the real mark of imperfection. 

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