The light at the end of the tunnel

Almost 3 months since my last post it won't come as a surprise that my summer has been CRAZY! Being my first summer season without an accompanying break from school, I was anxious and nervous to see what this season would hold. Now, as the end of summer approaches, I have to say that this year has been crazier and busier that I ever dreamed.

Work has been continuously busy this whole summer for both Daniel and I. Daniel has been taking on more leadership roles, which require more time and energy. He has also had several major projects come to conclusion, also demanding extra tlc. He is loving his job and flourishing despite the extra stress. The company that I work for, Colorado Honor Band, also ramps up during the summer months. We have 5 summer concerts, a summer camp, and an international trip on top of the usual rehearsals and office work. It has been stretching me, making me work harder and making me aware of the areas I need to grow. Apparently I have a creative brain after all, which enjoys making fliers and posters and find itself avoiding lists and stats. I am, however, growing in the areas I need and am loving the job I have been blessed with. I am looking forward to the future and hoping to go full time in January.

Colorado Honor Band playing at Washington Park

A downer for me this summer was hitting my 50 lb weight loss goal. That should be a great exciting encouragement right? It was in a lot of ways, but over time I developed too drastic expectations for my body and felt the pull to be finished with this weight loss process faster than was possible for my body. This ultimately led to a loss of motivation and depression. I fell off the wagon and it has taken me almost all summer to get back on track. 50 lbs is a great accomplishment, but having 50 lbs still to go can be a downer. I need to look 1 pound at a time in front of me. 1 foot in front of the other. I am happy to report that this week was the best I have done and felt in a long time and I am feeling encouraged for this next week.

Daniel and I celebrating our 1 year anniversary

Don't feel too sorry for me and my busy, stressful summer, though. Daniel and I have taken a couple great trips and have spent due time relaxing by the pool, climbing mountains, spending time together and enjoying being married!

At the top of the Manitou Incline. The hardest thing I've ever done, but I finished it!