So today has been speculated to be Judgement Day or the end of the world by Harold Camping and followers. Whether or not this is going to happen today or not I thought such a huge day deserved some thoughts from me.
Would I be totally horrible if I said that I hope today isn't Judgement Day? Don't get me wrong, I love my savior, Jesus Christ, and I hope to someday be in heaven by His side, but I'm not ready. There is unfinished business in my life that I want to finish in the name of God. For instance, I really feel called to serve suburban house wives who feel enslaved by a desire for perfection and the belief that salvation is deeds-based. I currently don't live in a suburb and I attend a church in the middle of the city. I also don't feel spiritually ready to move to the suburb and start my "mission". However, this doesn't diminish the fact that God has given me this desire. God has also given me the desire to be a teacher. I am in the middle of a violin performance degree, but He is moving my heart and mind in that direction. Also, He has begun to move my feet. He is placing opportunities in my life to help move me towards that goal. He has placed an amazing program possibility in my lap. He has also made it possible for me and Daniel to go to Durango this summer to councel kids. Why would He be moving so strong in my life if He was going to end it all?
It is normal to have these feelings? Does it mean I have not given my life to God if I am not ready to let go of my life for Him if that is His will?
Needless to say I hope Harold Camping is wrong!
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