I want to run and hide!

When I get stressed, my only desire is to run and hide under my covers, ignoring that I have to do anything! I find myself longing to have "free time" or "veg time". Movies, tv shows, and the internet scream my name, as if plopping myself down to watch something would make my to-do list vanish into space!
Through many years of dealing with this, I have learned that procrastinating just makes my stress worse. When I AM productive, it does not turn out to be as time consuming and difficult as I had thought.

So why is it that I still hear my covers calling my name? Why is it that, when my to-do list reaches the ceiling, it is still SO hard to get out of bed and actually tackle it? Have I learned nothing in the last 20 years?

That being said, today I vow to be productive!